MEL-FUNCTION;

2010-03-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

MOVED

Good morning Saturday

2010-03-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

I only post a couple of photos up. Rest are in Facebook. Didn't take much,tho. I spent half the time reading x)

Typewriter.

2010-03-27T08:07:00.000+08:00

This post was under draft (D'oh!)
It was written on Tuesday :P

; And because Wenzes Yap has taken my beloved Black G2 pen home with her, I've been in front of my laptop for 2 hours now. 2 things I'm gonna blog about today.

This blog lacking of pictures. (Which totally contradicts the fact that this has been converted to a picture blog) My elder brother has the SD card reader along with the SD card itself inside of it. Sigh, so my camera's been left idle on my bed for a week now.

And okay I'll admit it, I'm getting really malas lah :P

Secondly, this
My aim: To create some sort of awareness among my group of friends (and hopefully the word spreads and people would do a their part of giving)
What motivated me was reading loads and loads of autobiography books. Thanks to the amount of time I spend in Kinokuniyah (the branch@KLCC) I got to read a few of the books. One of them that really made me feel absolutely sore inside was this book.

Basically it's about this 8 year old girl named Jayne who returned to England from North Ireland to be reunited with her family. Her family lived with her relatives and one of her distant cousin abused her that she had thought that her life has been flushed into this black hole of misery. Just as she thought the other side was much greener when she moved out with her family, her cousin moved out with them as well.

With her mum working on a night shift, she was being abused and even raped repeatedly by her cousin. That's not all, she grew up watching her brother,Stuart (I think it's Stuart. Kinda forgotten his name), who had protected her turned into a violent and angry man. As I read this book, every page I flipped adds another 10pounds of suspense (and a tighter twist to my stomach).

Back to the point, I created that blog to share what I've read and create some awareness. Be it small or big, so long as people would get up and do something after reading what I have had to share and now I have stopped updating the blog for a little more than 7 months now. So I was reading it again today and it gave me this indescribable feeling I had (still have) in me and suddenly....

I'm looking forward to LEO's meeting (starting in April).

Today's Saturday (27th of March)

; It's Earth hour day :)

Melissa shall participate.

The post above tells you that I go to Kinokuniya to read books while my brother attends his Science class,right? Well just last night I was thinking about the beautiful park right out side of KLCC. The place is green, it's clean and it's one of the nicest place to take pictures and that's what I'm gonna do today! :P With the help of my sister's DSLR, I'm hoping I'll snap a few awesome picture on a beautiful sunny Saturday :)

Mel,out!

Just keep on laughing

2010-03-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

While I was preparing for my BBQ Party I'm having later (yes. I'm blogging before my party. It's an hour away!) I was thinking of chins. Yes... CHINS. Cute little why-the-hell-is-there-a-bulge-of-meat at the end of your face :) (If you noticed, I have a round chin. Basically I've a face shaped of a basketball :)

It all started when I was making Cheesy Wantans. My sister-in-law said "Aiyah, you got cream cheese on your fringe" and then I became a little self conscious, I proceeded mashing up the cheesy fillings and suddenly I thought,"I wonder if there's cheese on my face. Hmm. Maybe I have some on my chin." C'mon. It IS the closest thing to your hands,right? Then the thought of double chin came to my mind,"I wonder if food ever gets wedge between two chins. Like a double chin.", I thought. And from double chin I thought about a butt chin (chins shaped like butts! :P)

And so....

The Double Chin

The Butt Chin

The Square Chin

The Round Chin

The Sharp Chin

& The Almost-Non-Existing Chin

(a.k.a The Flat Chin)

Off to host the party

; Au Revoir :)

A random moment

2010-03-17T11:52:00.001+08:00

; Was having an argumentative moment with myself this morning

I've nothing against breast augmentation.

They boost a woman's self-esteem.
Fill up a dress to look good
Mainly to increase their sexual appeal towards the opposite sex

But when women go BEYOND that imaginary line of "That's enough"

DISASTER

And no, I will not post pictures of over inflated breasts in my blog. (Initially I wanted to to,though. But I thought it would be kinda awkward. Also, it's awkward Googling for large breasts. Ugh)

Please women of the Earth.

Get a medium!

Any larger there wouldn't be enough space for babies to live on this planet.

KimMel Day.

2010-03-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

My fingers are were itching to type :)

My only wonder is.. Why? S'all I've to ask.

Had Retail Therapy with Kim (: Gosh, I never knew dressing up in long dresses would be that much fun. Gosshh, I've to attend school tomorrow. ^!&@#^! Chemistry report D: I've never felt more lethargic than ever. Sigh, oh well. Just 2 more days till a week of sweet,sweet freedom.

YOU :)

Someday.

2010-03-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Life's Beautiful.

Took me long enough.

Burden off my shoulders.

2010-03-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

Positivity.

Glub, glub.

2010-03-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

That's too bad.

Baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

2010-03-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

Drugged.

I'm part of you indefinitely

2010-03-03T16:03:00.000+08:00

I have been emotionally drained. I shit you not.

Hello,there. Yes I know I haven't been updating (But I don't feel one bit guilty). It's just that I'm having my 1st term examination and I've been tremendously lazy -- NOT a good combination wouldn't you agree?-- Besides, I've been contemplating whether I should give up blogging. One friend says I shouldn't, the other says "Meh, why not?". However I do enjoy blogging from time to time. (No, this isn't one of those times =[ ) Hmm, I THINK I may keep the blog and continue. Only this time, my posts wouldn't be wordsy. Just.. Pictures.

GRINS.

A picture blog. Pictures pretty much sum every shit up :) Hee~!

Wenzes! :) I'm sure you know.

I CAN'T wait you guys.

I only eat with chopsticks and use a brush to write.

2010-02-13T10:37:00.000+08:00

For some reason, after that greeting --Or any time I say that for that matter-- I feel a little discriminant towards my own race. (somehow that's a bad thing?) I mean don't you think so? People don't say Happy New Year. They would go,"Happy CHINESE New Year." Gah! It's just kinda disturbing for me (Okay lah, only a little) that people still say Happy Chinese New Year instead of just plain and simple, Happy New Year. I mean it's understood that the Chinese people celebrate their New Year's a month later. D'you gotta still include the word CHINESE? I don't know bout you guys but whenever everyone wishes Happy Chinese New Year to one another it just sends tinges of shingles down my spine.

And you know what? It's so stereotypical of people to assume that all Chinese people have squinted eyes. My eyes. Are. HUGE. Okay? And wanna know what else is stereotyping? When people mention the word "Asian" with a snap of your fingers people instantly think small-eyes-mandarin-speaking people known as the Chinese. Lol, okay that's just funny lah. My point being, not every Chinese speak Mandarin. Not all Chinese have squinted eyes. So don't generalize things like lah. I've a New Zealand friend. He once asked what's it like eating every meal with wooden chopsticks. I told him,"I eat them with a set of fork and spoon."

Anyhooooooooo..

Once again, I just wanna wish all of you out there a Happy New Year :)

God has given us too many lemons.

2010-02-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

Yet another heart-felt conversation with one of my friends. Youguysrock,lah.

I was talking to a friend of mine, Ian. I was telling him how clueless I am about my future (future being college and what courses I should take) and I was praising the fact that he got accepted to college fresh out from PMR and doing something he's passionate about. And I respected him for the fact that he's been trying to cope despite the fact that the things he's studying for are 10 times much harder than what I'm studying for SPM.

"I'm like thinking right, passion doesn't = profession."

Now the only reason he said this was cause I said,"You're lucky cause you've got something to lean on. And it's your passion.". It's like a slap across the face. All this time I'm trying to find what I'm passionate about. And I've no idea. I have this mind-set that, if I don't figure out what I wanna do by SPM, I would turn out as a loser and probably enroll college late. Graduate late while my friends would be pursuing their career.

At this point in life, we have to make decisions. And sometimes, it's frustrating. Mind you I'm not coming up with a solution for you guys just because you are as clueless about your future as I am. I haven't found a solution for myself either. What's the point of blogging about it when there's no direction,right? It's just I thought I'd get it out there that, just because you don't know what you want to do now. Or you know you're passionate about something, but you screw things up every once in a while. Don't let it bring you down so easily. Gah! It's 12 AM. I'm feeling like a zombie. I don't even know my purpose of blogging anymore. I plant bullshit for update's sake.

AminahJenabbintiLebai,lah!

An empty future?

2010-02-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we pretend something's alright until we are so blinded and forget that it was all pretend in the first place. Promises are made, but they are empty. We hope for something, but we know it very clear that that something has a higher chance of not coming true. You put faith into empty purposes.

Sometimes we think of the GOOD things to keep the BAD things out. No doubt, that IS good. But sometimes, you've to differentiate between what's fantasy and reality. Reality is getting your fingers pricked by the thorns from the rose you were about to pluck from the rose bush. The color. The feel of the petals. It seduces you. It lures you in. You suddenly forget about all your worries and you just want to pluck it. You want to hold it and hope it wouldn't have to ever die. Another worry slips away from your mind,"It WON'T die. It would still live. It will only wilt. But the soul in it will remain as beautiful as ever." You go for it. You placed all hopes,all love, all trust, all faith into THAT rose.

When suddenly the thorns, gave you a rude awakening. But that's not gonna stop you. No. Because You WANT that rose. No thorns are gonna stop you,no. You are just. That. Stubborn.

You are the shine when there is no sun,
You are my rope when I am about to fall.

I miss running my fingers through your hair and watch you smile.

Oh you make me smile

2010-02-04T17:36:00.001+08:00

Found this rather amusing :)

Sigh. The great guilt I carry with me everyday for neglecting my dogs.
Thank Tasha's lucky stars she has a boyfriend :) Oh the attention he gives to her everyday. :')

English Essay:

Among the given 5 topics that Miss Yeow had made us choose from, I have chosen number 2 (The advantages and disadvantages of blogging). Heh, I shit you not. I'm feeling kinda excited resuming writing the essay.

Malay Karangan:

Tulis lembaran surat kepada Perdana Menteri Malaysia mengenai hasrat atau cadangan anda terhadap perpaduan kaum dan hidup bersatu.

I am also serious when I say, this is quite exciting for me,too. I don't know why but suddenly I enjoy writing essays. Malay or English, it just gives me the freedom to write. Write,write,write. I prefer typing though. That's what I was telling Leon today.

Mel: If I could use the computer to write my essays.........

I just have one thing to say at the moment;

Bring it on. (I'm hoping that this enthusiasm lasts till end of this year :) )

This week has been pretty much a normal week for me. On Wednesday I realized my co-curricular attendance card went missing. When I found it, it was in a form of a ball. Picture a piece of paper that was once wet and has dried up and shaped into a ball. :( Yes, I carelessly threw my KRS shirt along with the card tucked so neatly in the breast pocket into the washing machine. D'oh! (hee! A Homer moment)

Came home early from school today, knowing that there are piles and piles of laundry waiting to be washed,dried and sorted out totally made me :( (Not to mention, 2 essays :) )

I just received a text message. Thinking it was the boyfriend, it was .........

DiGi.

RM 0 Berita Indo.

Ketua Badan Narko-.....

Blugh.

I only read when I'm up for it.

=/ Bummer.

I am so :( right now.

2010-01-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

"There's no camp", she said solemnly. Just that simple.

Honestly, until today, I am still clueless as to why my own school,out of so many clubs, they never seem to include Christian Fellowship. I speak for all of us, when I say it's unfair. It's discriminating. Now what I'm about to post here, I'm saying this with no malicious intent. I'm just a high school girl with disturbing thoughts about school.

I've been quite disturbed from the day I looked down at the paper where students are obligated to choose your preferred co-curricular activities. When I looked through the paper once,twice,and even, thrice. They was no Christian Fellowship. I was disappointed. SMK DJ, SMK Taman Sea, Sri Aman. All of these schools have Christian Fellowship. Now why doesn't my school have CF? Are they oblivious to the club because it's a new school? Do they need someone to speak up for their fellow Christians? NO. That's the thing.... we're a new school.

"The school I was from,Sri Aman, had Christian Fellowship before they disapprove of CF in schools." Despite the fact which year the school was born, they shouldn't ban CF to new schools. Are they discouraging us from our religion? Do they want to lead us astray from Christianity,or Buddhism, or Hinduism?

All the news we hear/read about religions ostracizing and discriminating other religions for the mere fact that we don't practice the same faith. To some, we may be practicing the WRONG faith. We are not in the RIGHT religion.Every religion has its own faith/beliefs. But I closed one eye. My country is strong in unity. One Malaysia, they say. Satu Bangsa, Satu Negara. But lo and behold, here we are. Supposedly at the peak of civilization and all that crap. Yet, here we are, with injustice in its time of glory and letting it take over our lives. Wawasan 2020. All our hopes encrusted in a few words,some how, crushed within a few actions.

I don't know bout you guys, yes all of us have different views, but I'm rather disgruntled. Here we are standing united as Christians (welcoming non-Christians with open hearts,if I may add) pleading to have a small gathering to worship the Lord. And we are not asking for the Christians to pray every Monday in front of other religions during school assembly. We're asking to do it privately. We will be as discreet as we can. REJECTED.

Having a Christian Camp. Barely within the approximate compound of our school. REJECTED. I speak for all of us when I say that this is a huge disappointment. But fret not, we have Cell groups. Youth Fellowships. Main Services. Jr Churches. "Lord do not let this be a hindrance or an obstacle to us. Show us that you really are in our hearts and guide us through thick and thin" is how I my prayer during meeting today.

But again, like I've said, we've different views :) So to those who wants to give their two cents, by all means, do. But keep any rude remarks to yourself. Cause it would probably turn into a very messy debate and lead us to nowhere. By the end of the day, we stay true to our faith/beliefs. And for that, we should be contented.

Gah. This country is rotten by greed,corruption and hypocrisy.

Something's lead me astray

2010-01-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when things weigh you down, you can't expect it to disappear. You either talk about it and resolve it. But sometimes talking about it would mean putting fuel into the fire. You THINK it will resolve things because you're putting your problems out on the table and getting the straighten out but in actual fact, it's making things worse.

Alternatively, you gotta set your ego aside. For instance, you can't have something so tiny as a girl who's around your boyfriend more than you get to be around him tick you off. It's not like he can do anything about it. Cause they're friends. Cause if you give in to it every time, you're gonna end up being the ass. Cause if you tried settling things out with your boyfriend,probably, the results aren't 100% up to your satisfaction. Cause, well, you're being a petty drama queen and there's nothing he can do about it. I mean, they're friends. He can't possibly stay away from her.

Asfrusttrationsinksin.This happens.

Watched the Tooth Fairy yesterday. My rating 7/10. It COULD be a 10/10. If, and only if, I was a 10 year and thinks that a monster lives in my closet. The highlight of the movie was DEFINITELY Dwaynne Johnson. Hands. Down.

Well, I'd best be going now. I've 9 pages worth of History homework and a few more questions from Additional Mathematics to finish up by tonight. Sigh, how on Earth am I going to finish this smoothly when I'm in my utmost miserable state. I feel like cycling. I've been wanting to cycle for a while now, I just never got around it. Or swimming. I kinda like the feeling after sports when you feel all worn out and you just want to crash on the bed and sleep; Rejuvenated.

Siting in front of the computer makes me feel boring and lifeless. Sigh, I can't wait to go back to school. I miss you guys :( Heh, and what are the odds. I've sports practice tomorrow :) And this time, for lunch, I REALLY want fried chicken from KFC.

Apparently Facebook sends a notification to your friends when you're bumming.

2010-01-24T02:53:00.000+08:00

Is it really that obvious?

Oh boy.

So kiss yourself goodbye

2010-01-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

Sigh I miss watching How I Met Your Mother. Wenzes, if you're reading this. Do remind me to pass my pen-drive to you. I really,really,really want Season 5 :(

Got home not too long ago. I'm currently in a situation where you FEEL like staying home and lazing around after a long day of traveling but instead you know you HAVE to be in school to finish up your work, or at least, get a bit of it done before it mountains up on your "to do list". DILEMMA. Thaaaaaat's right. I'm stuck in a dilemma. Hate it whenever that happens, then again who doesn't. Psch. So basically what I've to do here is weigh out the options right? List out the good and the bad and shit like that.

OPTION #1:

Vegetate at home. Basically what I do is.... Nothing. I could catch up on sleeeeep. Who doesn't like sleeping :( And think about it I could catch up on my homework I left piling for the last couple of days or probably finish up the border for the classroom boards. On the down side, I've to finish my homework? :(

OPTION#2:

Attend the annual school marathon. I thought this through. I get to see my friends. Walking with them while we talk in complete bullshit. And after the marathon, Miss Yeow has requested us 5 Kenanga students to have a little "spring cleaning session". Which is a GOOD thing,no? By then our class wouldn't look like it's been wrist deep in shit. On the down side? I'm feeling too darn lethargic. Too lazy to THINK about attending and too lazy to even attend. I wouldn't gain points for my team like that lah. Sigh, I have pledged myself to take part in anyway to gain points for my team. (of course, if it benefits me also lah) I would totally be fooling myself if I skipped tomorrow. But how? I'm lazy.

I am TOTALLY loving 9GAG :)

I've been living under a rock

2010-01-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Adrian: Melissa. Why your pubic hair out here wann.
Melissa: WHAT THE HELL??

So much for decent compliments about my curls. Sigh. Adrian,Adrian. Why lah Adrian. Anyhoo, I'm going off to Singapore this Thursday & Friday! :P Okay, so it's only for a couple of days. On a HAPPIER note, I'll be skipping ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! :D

So apparently Boys Like Girls are holding a concert on the 29th of January. Yes I only found out TODAY. Why do I feel like I'm behind time and I'm obliged to keep up so I can be at the concert squealing to the top of my lungs. Sigh. Spare me a ticket? :(

Mental block

2010-01-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

Mel: Hey! Leon said that Chris and Brandon make a good pair.
Wen: Yeah cause they're always sleeping together.

I've a mind of a degenerate loser.

Ian just introduced 9GAG to me a few minutes ago. Just so I can keep my head out of that whole FML frenzy. And I'm already loving 9GAG! :P

It's the 3rd week of school and I'm already planning a trip with my friends after SPM. I honestly do not know how I could cope with Form 5. My class is undecorated. I'm the one who's to blame,though. I haven't been taking my responsibilities seriously :( Sigh. I shall work my ass to the bones and get my Chemistry,Modern Mathematics and borders for the classroom board ALL done by TONIGHT. And I will NOT procrastinate! I will NOT let anything as silly as reading a book for pleasure get in my way! [I bought a new book. Wuthering Heights. Teehee!] Sigh, if only I kept my word an hour ago before I "heard facebook calling out to me" and blogging :(

Honestly I think I've the worst attention span in history. Or maybe I just procrastinate a lot. Both NOT good. My mind is,practically, lunging at me to get on with my work but my body's leading me astray. Sigh, I have GOT to buck up man. I feel like I'm already failing my exam when first term is months away!

Movie this weekend. Anyone? ;)

Even Superman bleeds

2010-01-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

She carries a burden that weighs her down to the core. She once stood tall and strong and thought to herself,"I can do this. I don't need sympathy from anyone." She walks with pride and talks with confidence. She could do it all. She was a stern pillar to us all. Until one day, she breaks down. She hit rock bottom. As I looked into her eyes, she's crying out for help. For comfort. For a pillar of her own. Her pride, a hindrance, she would refuse help-- or at least a warm hug-- because she could stand up and brush the dust off her shoulders on her own.

She's been crying for a week now. I went against my instincts,"What's wrong?". I had to break the silence. "Nothing. Never mind" she muttered. I have,yet again, discovered where I've inherited my sassy attitude from. "Come on, just tell me." I gazed upon her damp face and I noticed her chin trembling with insecurity. With fear. With hopelessness. Tears suddenly wells up in her eyes. "I'm very disappointed." I put my hand on her shoulder, pouring every single ounce of love and support in her. She feels it and cries.

I love you. Do remember that.

Oh, for the sake of updating.

2010-01-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'm into the second week of school. The schedule's absurd. The food sucks. And I still feel like a 14 year old. Have I told you it's just the second week of school? Gah! And I've been internet deprived. For the past week I've been using my mum's PDA to access the internet just to check what's up in Facebook [Nothing much only the usual,OBVIOUSLY] My Cafe World has been rated LOSER. Seriously, the ratings dropped from an 80-something to a 14.3.

I honestly feel like I've been deprived from technology. Did you also know that my phone line is currently deactivated? Oh yeah. Over text messaged. [Beware: Technology whore] On a happier note, I've friends to keep up and smiling (: All the little things you guys do that keeps me smiling. Like when Wen just randomly comes up to me and says,"Can I eat you?". Or when Ian adjusts his pencil case so I could rest my head on it when I'm feeling tired. [It's comfy! :P] Or when Leon offers me marble cake even though he knows I'm lactose intolerant. :') you guys are awesome lah.

If you've read my previous post, I've changed my eating routine. Instead of heading to school with an empty stomach I've decided to grab a bite or two before I head out. Results are awesome. I didn't crawl to the bathroom! Sure, the amount of food I consume in the morning wouldn't even fill up the tummy of a rat, let alone a human being.[Mostly Crackers. But on some days, like today, I had a decent portion of pastry. Or, at least, I try to] But I'm making progress! :) I know that sounded weird. But I'm happy okay! So be happy with me! :P

As the dean of decorator in class, I have not been very productive in class. My classroom still looks like crap. Sigh I can't believe I'm procrastinating already at the beginning of the year. I have yet to buy red cloths for the board and print out notes to fill up the board :( Though, I AM proud of my fellow decorators. They have been brainstorming and optimistic nevertheless. Aww man, I gotta get my ass working tonight. On a much,much devastating note Modern Maths, Add Maths, a Malay summary, a book of Malay novel and English novel are waiting for me. I am, once again, being a lazy ass cow. :(

I feel like ranting. Heeee, I'm in the mood for some bullet point bullshit :)

School's the next best robber right after Malaysian cops. [What the hell?] Mhm! We've to pay for bullshits like passport sized pictures. Despite the fact that you already have a few copies of your own, it's compulsory for you to pay another 6 bucks to your school since they hired a photography crew to snap pictures of you because the copies that you own are junk to them.
I have been,somehow, optimistic and repeatedly told my friends last year that I can't wait to finished Form 4 so I could move to Form 5 and get new schedules and teachers. THAT, didn't work out so much on the teachers. I still see same faces [teachers]. *scowls*
I've said it already but hell I'll say it again. CANTEEN FOOD SUCKS.
We have been suppressed by the school to be patriotic to our school. We are to buy the school's track bottom. [There's like a HUGE ASS badge printed on the pants kayyy? And do you know how fugly it is?? :( ]
I hate my blog's header

I just realized I never go a day of blogging without complaining. Oh well. :)

Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack

2010-01-03T09:26:00.000+08:00

I was reading through my previous post and there was one post that said "Sigh, and after that. Red highlights baby! Nope. I ain't shitting. Red highlights." CLEARLY, that has not been crossed out the last time I checked on my list. I got my hair permed instead :) Awesome lah. Oh well. After SPM then.

This morning I woke up and decided that I shall toughen up my tummy starting from today onwards. For those of you who DON'T KNOW, I've a very weak stomach. If I consume so much as a slice of bread, you would see me crawling towards the bathroom in the morning. Not a very pleasing sight in the morning, is it? It runs in the family,I think. My brother Edmund had pretty much what I have. He can't take anything for breakfast. Or rather, we can't eat an hour after we just got up. Note that I said he HAD what I'm having? Well cause now, every morning, he eats without a hassle.

I envy him. I really do. It was funny how I discovered I had a sensitive tummy. Back when I was 14, every morning, my maid would make me sandwiches or make a cup of instant soup before I leave for school. [Bear in mind, this breakfast routine only lasted for about a week. So you could only imagine what I had to go through for a whole week] When I leave for school, I would get a very disturbing feeling in my tummy. 'Nuff said!

So this morning I thought to myself,"Enough is enough. Soon I'll be 17." And personally, I think it's kinda embarrassing, and tiring, for me to explain myself how come I can't eat at 8AM. So this morning, I got up and took a packet of chilled Milo and ate a few pieces of Jacob's crackers. As a result! 2 minutes in the bathroom. Sigh. It's a work in progress.

Hopefully the future holds some water.

2010-01-01T11:36:00.006+08:00

And so we've closed the book on 2009 and started with a new one. Just last night I said to Dudu,"Do you remember? We were here exactly a year ago?" It's crazy how time just passed us like that.

"Omg. Now we're 16. Next thing you know it, we're 50"

-Kimmy [such a drama queen]-

Yes we've been through rough patches. We have found new friendships. We shed tears with our loved ones. I don't know about you guys, but when it was still 2009, I wished we would just jump to 2010 cause I thought '09 was such a bad year I wanted to just hit the fast forward button. Who knew, when I heard the life of the fireworks roaring, that clearly signifies we have officially welcomed 2010, I was starting to miss 2009 and wished we hadn't said goodbye just yet. Looking at Dudu while he was so consumed by the fireworks made me glance through all the mishaps we've gone through together in my head. Where, for me, it doesn't matter anymore.

And looking at my friends, smiling and going "Ooooh" and "aaaahh" a firework burst after another, just made me realized how lucky I am to have friends like them. A friend who's up as early as 8 in the morning, knowing I can talk to him about things that has been weighing me down. A friend who I instantly connected with the very first time I met her and became best friends with ever since. A friend who would definitely know how to keep me laughing. All these people made a certain significant in my life.

I may have only talk to some of you several times, but you,somehow, have brought a certain meaning to my life. And for that I am grateful. Now I'm slowly, reluctantly, opening a book that withholds my life as a 17 year old. Sigh. I AM HAPPY. But somehow I know there's a slight tinge of sorrow in me. Open this book with me people :) I am hoping the first chapter would contain my relationship with my family and working towards a better one. Fingers crossed! Open this book with me Daniel Goh. Kimberly Wan,Wen,Ian Narcis,Leon Lim. You know you're the ones that made a huge impact. Fret not if your names aren't here. You are just as important. I love you,too :) Ian,Leigh Andra,Leon,Kimmy and Daniel. Thanks for saying goodbye to '09 with me.

Good morning,2010 :)

To a new year. Cheers :)

2009-12-27T08:43:00.005+08:00

Didn't go bowling yesterday since I was feeling lazy :( So I went for a swim with my dad and younger brother instead and boy, swimming while it's drizzling is Aweshuummm.

So after my 8AM call from Dudu this morning, I looked up to my room ceiling and thought,"Wow, 3 days from now we would be counting down to New Year's." And it's crazy how time has manage to zip by so quickly. From the day I was contemplating between Accounts class and Sub-Science. To the day I sat with my friends planning what we should do after our finals. [Pool party! Remember Leon?? :P] And now, the time has come to bring our hangover like ass and bear the wrath of SPM; assignments [Deadline. Deadline brings stress] , more stress, long SPM talks. Ohh boyy.

Since I'm feeling lazy and all, I'll just do a short one based little things that has brought joy into my life. So here goes;

Sitting next to Wen or Kim in school and tell them about my problems and crying in front of them. Knowing that they wouldn't disappoint me in times of need. :') You guys rock lah.
GDO. Yes, girls day out. Trust me, I'm working on it to have more of it.
Picking out lines from a comedy or a reciting a joke with Edmund. It may sound retarded, but it's something the both us found really fun to do when we're around each other. And we would laugh about it despite the fact we've laughed about it days before already :)
Sitting next to my mum on her bed and talking to her about her day and my day. And it's not serious talks all the time, she would crack a joke or two or have witty comebacks just to brighten up our moods after a rough day. Guess I know where I got my humorous sense from :)
Spending more time with my dad. Having parents who are separated can be a challenge at times but hell forget the bad and get on with the good. And because I live with my mum, I'm trying to balance out the time spent equally between my mum and dad. In hopes to have a stronger relationship with them.
Now this one I'm not particularly proud of but... Sleeping in class. It's this contentment within myself after waking up from 2 periods of English. Hey,don't go judging. After all, it's THINGS THAT HAS MADE ME HAPPY not THINGS I'M PROUD OF :P
Staring at Dudu just to get him to go,"Whhaaattt. Why are you looking at me like that forrr? Oooii." :) While trying to pull a complete pokerface, I laugh oh so terribly hard inside just to see that scrutinized look on his face. //Addition. Getting cute messages from him,too!

If you've watched Avatar [Awesome movie by the way], you would definitely understand :)
Being,somewhat,motherly towards my own mother. Trust me, it's scary some times. Sigh.
Eating my greens. Mhmm! Vegetables make me happy. Especially Kailans. Baby kailans to be specific :) Fried with oyster sauce and garlic. Sigh.
Passing notes to Wen when she's only sitting next to me and doodling on them with her. Oh the things we doodle on our notes, brings out the retarded-ness in us :')
Guys with nice chest and shoulders.
Having lunch at Chili's with my buds. That simple :)
Perfecting my hand writing cause SOMEONE [mummy] has been complaining how small they are. I don't like them too either :P

Those are just a few of things that has made me happy and are continuing to keep me smiling. And it wouldn't be called little things that has made me happy this year if it wasn't for the people whom I adore. I wouldn't know how to thank everybody who has played an important role in my life.

Mum. I know some times I tend to lose my cool around you but trust me I am working on that and in hopes we would have a better mother and daughter bond between us. Dad. Though we've been through many hardships, we still have a good relationship. And it's continuing to grow into a better one,as well. Mervin&Swee Fong. Thanks for inviting me over for dinner! :P And also showing me that you can have fun also while being married. Edmund. Thank you for the relationship and femininity advice. Making sure that I could always turn to you for advices. Desmond. You've been a total pain in the ass all year round, but you've never failed to point out the fun in life. And no it's not gaming till 1AM :) Wen,Kim&Dudu. You guys have never forsaken me. You've constantly been by my side and loved me for who I am. And it's you people who are not a family member of mine who I feel comfortable opening up to. Leon. You're the only friend who never fails to fire back at me with a crude joke. And I like how our friendship runs. Depend on nothing but awesome insults. Retarded,I know. Ian. I've only recently became close to you and I feel more and more comfortable with you. You and Leon have never failed to put a smile on my face :)

I am sorry for all that I have done that hurt you. It was unintentional. And I hope you will forgive just as much as God has forgiven the rest of us and I have to you. Let's forget the bad and keep 2010 a bright and smiling year :)

2009-12-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

It's Boxing Day,Humanoids! Had a good Christmas family bonding on Eve and the day itself. New Year's Eve is near and soon it will be Hello 2010. Gosh, I can't believe 2009 is ending!

I've a feeling I will be reminiscing.

But first.

Off to Lunch!

And a game of Bowling :)

2009-12-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas Eve :) ;

As promised, I have uploaded pictures of Mervin and Swee Fong's Grandkids. My Grandniece and Grandnephews :') . I visited them again not too long ago. And I must say, their mum has done an outstanding job feeding her kids well. They've grown bigger! So proud of her :') .

And the clock struck 12

2009-12-19T09:01:00.002+08:00

I'm Baaacckk ;

Millions and millions of apologies. It's not that I've been busy cause Christmas is around the corner [ZOMG, next Friday?!], it's just that I've been feeling darn lazy thinking and crunching on what to blog about. This morning I visited my blog after 187461264 days of total neglect, I realized that my last post was on the ELEVENTH OF NOVEMBER. Gah! I'm a horrible,horrible blogger. [Not as horrible as Dudu's,though.] Hence, this miserable post. Oh, the things I post for the sake of updating my blog.

On a happier note! My Brother and his wife have become Grandparents after almost 2 months of marriage. 2 boys and a girl [Everybody go 'Awwww'] So proud'a you guys :') . I'll have to remember to bring a camera when I visit them again. I'll be uploading pictures of my Grandniece and Grandnephews in Facebook. :P I'll keep you updated!

A little less conversation

2009-11-11T01:08:00.005+08:00

If there's one thing I've learn about situations like these, is that you can't pick yourself up all alone. We depend on people who we love. Who returns the favor and love us heartily. And Him. Cause He has NEVER forsaken us. He has been right next to us, pouring love into our hearts. And He send these little angels from above to give us hugs. A shoulder to cry on.

You can't possibly predict that a person can pick up the pieces and move on the very next day after the break up has happened. They go through a phase everybody goes through. You'll have post-break up disease. And the symptoms are quite easy to discover really.

You can't eat right
You constantly wonder if he/she misses you.
You don't get a good night's rest.
You feel like something's inside of you and it's slowly eating you inside.
You constantly have a sinking feeling inside of you

And it's perfectly normal. It's a learning process. It's alright to cry. It's alright to whine. It's alright to miss someone so badly. Keep God in your heart,though. And the people who loves you more than anyone else on earth.

I must confess I have gone through it once. And the remedies aren't the best. I shall not dwell on it as I said, and I'm planning to keep my word. I've seen the people who are near and dear to my heart getting hurt. Throwing tantrums. Crying. Getting sleeping disorders. All due to heart breaks. Watching them, is like watching the reenactment of what I,myself, have gone through once upon a time.

And only if I could reach out to them and tell them how it would really turn out. But I would never get this message across to them. It's a self discovery thing. Keep this in mind,though. Your mum is always right. Now you're going through a phase where your world has just been partially crashed. But listen, with a little bit of laughter,a little bit of faith in your loved ones and it builds right up.

You've got to take a leap of faith.
Just hold on :)

You ain't no temporary high

2009-11-07T19:13:00.002+08:00

Every time I visit Dudu's blog, I always make a point to vow myself to NEVER neglect my blog the way Dudu has neglected his. Which, obviously was a waste of time. Yes, yes. I have return with an update for you. Recently my family and I were at Thailand to attend my brother's wedding. We also took it as a little vacation. Now, the pictures aren't with me. I'm depending those who were holding a camera to tag me in facebook. And if that doesn't happen. Then, boo hoo.

Come to think of it, I'm feeling darn lazy and lethargic when it comes to updating my blog. And it's not only this time, but other times too! Gargh! I'll blog when someone has the initiative to motivate Melissa Soon The Lazy Bum :) Daniel Goh, you should update yours too.

Eat chocolate coated fries with me,hun

2009-10-23T12:07:00.006+08:00

I'll be two steps behind;

My new found hero. Haaave, youmetBarney?

He is totally Awesome.

No. Like, seriously. He is.

Told you so ;)

To those of you who lives under a rock and doesn't watch HIMYM (How I Met Your Mother), it's a real shame. Cause that show, is the AWESOME-EST sitcom EVER! I shall spread the Barney-ness to you imbeciles :) Hello. So yes, Barney is not your average bachelor that you find in any of them ordinary sitcoms. No :) He's awesome-er. Don't know if this would sound familiar, but he invented The Bro Code x)

The word 'cute' should not be used other than describing a chick they want to bone.
No bro should make a kissing face in a photo.
Bros before Hoes. Always remember, girlfriends come and go, but your boys are always there. Breaking this rule is to commit the cardinal sin against Team Testosterone.
No sex with a bro's ex
A bro must never go "Awww"

Those are only a few of them :) They're disgusting. But you gotta admit, it's funny! :) Eeeeee! Wenzes! I want the 2nd Season of HIMYM! *griiinnssss

Gah! I can't wait till you loan me Season 2..

OMG.
I'm so Lame.

James Morrison-One Last Chance

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day

2009-10-22T20:09:00.004+08:00

Melissa's obsessing over..

Kris Allen-Live Like We're Dying

Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

2009-10-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

My guilty pleasure I'm not going anywhere;
As long as you're here, I'm floating on air.

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
Finally I found a dress for the wedding dinner.
I'm a happy,happy girl :)

Beyonce-Sweet Dreams

You had me at 'Hello'

2009-10-21T08:10:00.001+08:00

So maybe it's true, I can't live without you;

Mum and I hit the town yesterday :) And I'm telling you, Sungei Wang has a wide selection of cute outfits (not to mention affordable). Yeah so anyway, our main objectives were to get me a dress for the wedding dinner, a pair of heels each for me and my mum and a Sarong for my mum's Kebaya. That failed miserably. At least for me it did. I only manage to get a pair of peep-toe heels for the wedding dinner. My mum was happy with her Sarong and overly bedazzled heels *shows tongue*. (I also got me a casual dress and a black top *screams)

But on this lovely day, Melissa was suppose to wake up at 5.45AM and she should have been in school by now. Instead of doing so, I have decided to skip school! Cause who could possibly resist the seduction of Shopping! Yup! Since my mum and I have yet a mission to accomplish, as of last night, we have decided to hit Sunway Pyramid with the company of my aunt and her two daughters. My cousins need heels, I need a dress. It's like a tag team in this mission,no? Awesomeness. Hopefully I'll find the perfect dress today. Wish me luck! (or the worst case scenario, I'll show up with a pair of jeans and a T ;D )

I suddenly have an obsession for Daisies

Boys Like Girls-Two is better than One

Through the key hole I watch you undress

2009-10-19T17:25:00.009+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in ~~evil~~,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

Hello world,
Just got home from tea with my mum@ Secret Recipe. Had a piece of Carrot cake. Yum.

I actually found my room today.
After hours of vacuuming,
hours of ransacking my side table drawer,
pieces of tissues I used to wipe my runny nose
after sneezing so badly from the dust;
I have FINALLY found my room.

It actually looks like a room now Anyhooooos, last Saturday I headed to One Utama to chill with my loved ones. I gotta say it was awesome, but the movie just ruined it for me. Instead of watching

Which,by the way, is the movie I've been waiting to watch for months already.We watched..

Which sucked SO BAD! Cause I've a weak stomach and there were about 17648713648 gruesome scenes (Boy when they rated it 18PG they weren't kidding!) After the movie, I was practically in a shock. And I didn't manage to get me a cup of Green Tea Frap or Caramel Cream Frap cause when we headed there, from a distant, we saw that Starbucks was under renovation. OMG. So thru out the whole day, I was inconsolable. I didn't even buy anything.

The only reason why we watched that movie cause a particular someone wanted to watch that. So I thought," Why not give thriller a shot?". I was on the verge of suicide during the movie. Thank goodness I had you guys there. If I was there alone, I would have probably been curled up into a ball in front of Starbucks after the movie and I would have gone senile.

But this Sunday, oh hohoho, this Sunday I shall conquer all! Oh yeah, I'm gonna watch Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs! You bet I am! And after the movie! A tall cup of Caramel Cream Frap or Green Tea Frap! (or maybe I'll make it a Grande. Heh, go wild ). And I'll buy me a new pair of flip flops! Or a top! You hear me?

Uh, sorry, all the Carrot Cake went to my head.

2009-10-17T07:18:00.002+08:00

Omg, it's 7AM and I'm already up and occupying the desktop. I shut my eyes for about 30 minutes and still couldn't manage to doze back to sleep. Sigh.

Paramore-Adore

You're a beautiful catastrophe

2009-10-16T08:20:00.004+08:00

Morning!

Sorry about my recent absence. Was having my final term examination for 2 weeks. Heh, I only manage to resist using the Internet for 2 days. The school has decided to prolong our duration of Hell and slapped us with 2 weeks of it. I was practically dreading to wake up every morning. The exam was so horrible that it affected my first morning of Freedom.

I woke up and I started to panic cause I totally forgotten what paper I was having today. And I didn't remember studying yesterday. After 2 minutes of pure panic, I suddenly remembered..

Melissa: Haha!! Melissa, you idiot! It's the 16th today! Exam ended YESTERDAY!

I fell asleep after that. Heh, was exhausted. So yeah. That was my OMGWTF moment. Anyhooooss, I told my friends that I'm so looking forward to the holidays that I wanna spend it with them by watching movies,throwing/attending parties,having that All Sports and no bullshit outing with them.

[Flashback]
I was working my ass off at One Utama's Skin Food
after my PMR last year, you see.
And my friends didn't do jack.
They were having fun while I was working.
They visited me during work,tho.
How sweet :')

So this year, I told them that I wouldn't be working and I'll spend my holidays by having fun with them! But whaddya know, they have decided to work this year! Wonderful! I thought I'd just take a break this yead and work NEXT year after my SPM. But NO. They wanna work. This year.

"Don't work then!" Well, it may seem that simple (to not work), but then again, who am I gonna go to the movies with? Who am I gonna throw a party and invite? Who am I gonna have that All Sports and no bullshit outing with? The only reason why I told myself I'm not getting job this year was because I wanted to SPEND TIME WITH MY BUDS.

"Work then!" Lazy laah . But oh well, if I'm gonna keep up with my lazy 'tude I won't be going far into the future. Soooo, Mel has decided to look for a job alongside Wenz,Leon&Wei Hua I've decided that I'd rather wake up early in the morning during my holiday face my boss and messed up customers with my friends than to stay at home and Facebook all day

No promises I might actually work though, I change my mind very quickly. Heee~! Once again, my friends, I have changed my blog's layout. I fell in love with this layout since I first laid eyes on it. But had to get rid of it and get a new one. Okay so I didn't really HAVE to get rid of it. I was just being a fussy pot.

Okay,okay. The last time I used this layout was a long time ago. I found out that my close bud was using it (And she's STILL using it), I've this thing about people having the same layout as I have. Don't ask, I don't know either So long as I KNOW that that person's blog's layout has been pimped out the way mine has, I'll change it. But I'm just so madly in love with this layout, that I decided I don't give a shit anymore. Hence, the pretty layout. I'm happy.

Also, I've changed the title of my blog once more. It's back to it's original title. Mel-Function. People say the title of the blog reflects the character of the author. And I think this title SO describes me. I'm ALWAYS malfunctioning! Or in my term, MEL-FUNCTIONING. Heh! Ohoh! And meet my sister, Function. No, I'm serious! Click it!

Gah! It's almost 9 now, my day goes unplanned. I SO can't wait for tomorrow. I miss hanging out with you guys ♥ Hmm, and a Caramel Cream Frap would be nice,too.

Article: Arguments 101

2009-10-10T16:57:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

I'm back again this time to bring you yet another latest update to this blog! Today's post will be written by, none other than the infamous Dudu Goh (who happens to be the owner of a very under maintained blog)

Todays post will be talking about arguments, and how they contribute to a healthy relationship. Arguments aren't actually all bad mojo like most people think they are. In fact, arguments are essential to keeping a relationship healthy and green!

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Have you heard of the tale of CottonWhite and The Three Snails? If you haven't already, check out part 1 and part 2!

Recent studies conducted by the University of Duduland, Obamahoma, have shown that couples who experience arguments 1-2 times a month last longer and are more appreciative of each other. Of course, the couple MUST know the meaning of compromise, and eventually make up and hug and kiss.

How is all this possible, you might ask? Well, scientifically, there is no explanation. But social science has a logical explanation for this phenomenon! Here's what Dr. Doo Doo Goh has to say.

"Arguments actually produce a certain hormone called appreciatamenes and lovamenes. These hormones actually make the couples realize the importance of each other, and thus resulting in a stronger and more affectionate love after that".

With that said, remember, couples out there! The next time you're faced with a dilemma to argue or not to argue, choose to argue, and argue with your heart!

Happy arguing!

*Stay tuned to another article by Dudu Goh on next month's issue of, Brown Cow + White Cow = Chocolate Milkshake!

Don't burn the bridge we've built.

2009-10-03T10:29:00.002+08:00

Have you guys ever had this friend that you could stay up till 3AM and practically talking about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING under the moon? And you can't wait to talk to that particular person by the end of your day. Tell him how horrible or great it went.But suddenly he walks out of your life because of one bloody fugging mistake you made? Yeah, I lost that friend. I miss him. I really do. Despite the situation we were in, I thought we would be BFF's. You know what?? I've alot of best friendship issues that it's upsetting me more and more by the second!

I've this two close friends of mine,right? And they're not talking to each other. One's crying about it, and the other one's apathetic about it. It takes two hands to clap. How the hell is that gonna happen when one of you isn't responding?? I'm trying my best to help you guys. I've been persuading. Please don't let this be a damaged good. You two are my best buds. I don't like this space you guys have between the both you. It's affecting us.

Then this special friend of mine. I miss him dearly. Before I go any further, if you guys are going,"Oh Mai Gawd, she's talking about her boyfriend *rolls eyes*" I'm so not talking about my love life, you bunch'o sloths. I'm talking about the friend who would call me at 12AM and talk to me till 3AM just so I'd feel better after an awful day. THE friend who I can cry on the phone to when I'm just so angry and frustrated. THE friend who, I believe, God has truly blessed me with. And THE friend I wanna help. THE friend I wanna run to when it's stormy. Where has that friend gone? I know I've burnt a bridge we've once built together.

But now I wanna fix it. Won't you help me fix it,too? I'd still want you to pour your problems on me. I'd still want you to hear mine and we'll help each other out. Nicky, I want you to know I'm still here for you and I'm not giving up on us. We're special buds. You know that. And please don't hide from me. I don't like games. This would probably be like rubbing salt into your wounds. I'm sorry. I just don't think I can stand to watch you walk away like that.

Mello.

The lazy brown cow jumps over the white cow's fence o.O

2009-09-27T11:32:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! This is melissa's boyfriend dropping in to say Hi from work. Melissa can't be at her blog right now because she has to makan at her mom's restaurant :(

FYI, Melissa spends quite alot of time in her mom's restaurant in Aman Suria called Cempaka Village. & she's always bored! So next time go visit her restaurant and bring cards or a laptop to keep her company aight! ;) Kudos

Also, im a miserable boyfriend who can't find time to update my own blog, but instead updating my girlfriend's. Oh well :)

Okay. gotta install updates on this demo unit and restart it. Signing off!

Love,

Dudu

But I'm down to one last breath

2009-09-27T10:48:00.004+08:00

I've just been sucked into a whirlpool of Confusion. [and a little tinge of OMG. Surprised lah basically] My mum has Wowed me ALL WEEK. *dances and prances around like an idiot*. I have been procrastinating the entire Raya holiday. I feel like a useless sloth now Sigh. Oh well.

School's reopening tomorrow and I've approximately 4 days left to fit a WHOLE year's worth of school's bullshit into this tiny head of mine. *crosses fingers* On a much brighter note, I just hit level 32 in Sorority Life It's about the ONLY thing I've accomplished in life that I'm proud of. [Oh. uh, and being married on Facebook lah. But whatever. Yay.]

I woke up with a totally "*growls* Go away" mood. Haven't had that in a long time. But whatever. Oh! Let's do a recap for the week, shall we?

Hui Mi got the All American Rejects ticket for me. Uhm. Whoo hoo?
My younger brother is an incompetent ogre.

Kthanksbye!

Creed-Six Feet Under

Knowing that I'll never hold you like I did before the storm

2009-09-24T14:02:00.011+08:00

Okay, I would first like to sincerely apologize because I was suppose to update about my trip to Penang but I'm feeling rather lazy to type and my Engly terriber two day oh. I dunno lah. I've been lethargic for a few days already and I better snap out of it since my finals are JUST around the corner Speaking of which, I was suppose to start binging on my textbooks after my Penang trip. But as usual, I procrastinated. ~~It's been 3 days already~~

Anyhoooo, I left for Penang at about 2ish. Omg lah, who knew it would be so jammed that day. It took us 6 hours to actually reach Penang's soil. Imagine that! But of course, we had piss stops lah. I was dead bored lah k. My ear phones didn't come in handy after all, since I FORGOT to charge my phone the night before the trip and I FORGOT to pack the charger along as well.

I decided to listen to some songs from my phone for about an hour and save some more cellphone juice when we leave from Penang. Which, I had failed to do so Sigh.

Had dinner with my mum's former high school classmates when we got there. Didn't really enjoy my dinner that night. After the looong journey [not to mention I was cellphone-less. Well sorta] and I was quite tired. So blah! I was uber happy when we checked into the hotel. After I unpacked my stuff and hurried to the bathroom and took a long and good shower. Hell yeah I was a happy girl!

But I only managed to sleep at 2AM. The AC was freezing my ass off. And on the first night my teddy slept in the car. I forgotten lah kayyyy. And just because I need my teddy bear with me in bed does NOT mean I am a wuss. I'm damn brave wan okay?

I headed to the beach with my mum the next morning at 7AM. Desmond had a late night too so we decided to leave him to sleep in the hotel. Gahh! By the time we woke up it was bright already. So that's why there weren't any Emo-sun-rise pictures.

Don't ask lah k. That starfruit just grabbed my attention like Whoa. The morning breeze was awesome. I wish my house would be next to beach in the future. Morning jogs by the beach,morning walks by the beach, parties at the beach sounds so awesome.

"Mel loves Du-.."
Mel: Mummy! What's for breakfast??
Short attention span lah.

My mum was giving me 5 minutes worth of Geography lesson. She actually drew Penang on the sand and marked which part of the island we were in. Then she looked up and pointed some where FAR ahead and said,"and over there should be Thailand loh". Haha! Adorable!

"You are here"

I couldn't help but noticing that I don't have my mum's features. I don't have her eyes, her nose or her smile. We look so different. Maybe I look more like my dad. Hmm. My younger brother on the other hand looks EXACTLY like my mum. Of course back when SHE was much much younger.

I've more pictures in the camera, but I'm too lazy to upload it lah. The pictures in Facebook and over here are only half of the pictures I snapped during the trip. Guess I'll upload it some other dayyyy.

Hmm, because my brother was so tired and had to skip our morning walk by the beach, I accompanied him to the beach after breakfast. It was sunnier then. Took a lot of crappy pictures. I was lazy lah.

"Love God"

Jay Sean-Down

I fell in love with the boy in the rock show

2009-09-17T19:17:00.004+08:00

Text Message:
Kim:
Okay. God. I'm really freaked out about my thumb... =\
Mel:
BAHAHAHA.. Freaky thumb!! Go get it checked
this weekend..
Kim:
Yeah I just told my dad.
I'm only using my left thumb as we text! =\
Mel:
Aww poor freaky thumb girl.
We'll stop texting now :)

But we didn't! I love my best friend.

Finished 4 chapters worth of Additional Mathematics shit.

So the Raya holidays have already begun since 1.15PM of this afternoon. Gosh, when you're in high school the word holiday seems immune to you after a while. There's no point calling it a holiday when you still have to binge on textbooks. So not fair!

Looking forward to the weekends

Pee-Ass:
Feel free to text me this weekend. I'm not quite enthused by the amount of hours I'll be spending in the car. Hopefully I'll get my headsets tomorrow. Otherwise I'm pretty much "Shit Canned" [quoted from Norman from Yes Man]

I'm happy.

Greenday-21 Guns

OwhMaiGawd

2009-09-16T19:42:00.003+08:00

~~Piano class@8.30Pm Wednesday 16.09.09~~

Canceled.
AGAIN.

OMGWTF?!

Seriously, sometimes my piano instructor gets on my nerves. Not only does she suck in English, I DO try to understand her powderful Engly sometimes but it's just hard, the way she arranges my classes are so weird! Just because my mum pays her according to the number of classes I attend [Every 4 lessons] she jams 276278412 lessons in one night. WTF? I DON'T like replacements not because I'm lazy [tho it IS one of the reasons] but simply because I don't NEED it. Hello? I'm not taking the exam anymore!

This is stupid. I feel so retarded tonight. I've 9 chapters worth of Additional Mathematics exercises to finish. YES! NINE! Okay lah, maybe that sounded a little ohmaigawddublateeeff! I just didn't finish a few questions here and there. Blah! Same difference lah kan? *smacks head* And I've to seriously start studying for my final term examination. Ooooh! If only Facebook has a study club.

FML.

I try to keep you sheltered from it

2009-09-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

Mel: Nick's taller than me. He's normal sized I suppose
Chris: If Nick's normal sized WHAT AM I?!
Mel: *laughs* nono! I mean.. He's.. normal! *laughs* Hey! I'm short too!
Chris: That's different! When girls are short people call them petite. When guys are short, people call them imps.
Mel: *laughs even harder*

I really want to get a new pair of flip flops. And a new pair of shorts. And maybe a few tops. Sigh.

Colbie Caillat-Oxygen

Choking on your alibis

2009-09-15T11:58:00.007+08:00

Consuming fire fan into flame,
A passion for Your Name,

Okay I've a thing for polka dots now and NO I do NOT wear polka dotted clothes. I just like it as my blog layout. I think it's cute and simple. I like simple Anywayyy, Melissa skipped school today. Yes she did. Why? Cause her friends skipped too. Oh my gosh, that sounded really bad.

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Ohoh! Did I mention I'm having a short holiday with my Mummy and the little Devil in Penang this weekend. Hmm the last time I visited Penang I wished I had an extra stomach and I wanted to try out the jet ski Sigh, hopefully this time I get to try the jet ski mummy? Ugh! And the food at New Lane. Omg I'm so gonna binge on the porridge. They dump loads of crap in there. Like seriously lah. Clams, century egg, groundnuts, fried pigs' intestine etc. etc. Kay it only SOUNDS disgusting, but it totally tastes awesome weyh! It's like heaven in your mouth!

Err, I'm freaking myself out. Anyway, I'll feed you hungry people with pictures after my trip yeh? Hopefully this time I REMEMBER to take pictures during the trip. Otherwise I'd have to blog it out. And Melissa's known for her laziness and procrastinating Sigh.

"You're a legend when it comes to Procrastinating"
Melissa's a Legend.

On a not so relevant note, I'm officially quitting from Twitter. I'm losing my Followers by the day and I've got facebook to update my status. So Twitter isn't exactly necessary.

Matchbook Romance-Monsters

Swimming through sick lullbies

2009-09-14T21:39:00.005+08:00

Wenzes: Your hair so brown.
Melissa: Yeah, every morning I soak my hair in a pile of shit.

Whaddafu-..

And what possessed Melissa Soon to say that, nobody knows. It just came out.

Anyway, about a week ago Edmund went crazy with limewire and starting downloading shit loads of songs. Guess what he's into now? Bob Marley. To those of you who are going Whaddafugshesay? Bob Marley's the dude who sang Don't Worry,Be Happy. Know that song? Know it? Know it? Familiar kan? He also sang songs like No Woman No Cry.

Yeah so anyway, Melissa's currently hooked on to Bob Marley's mellow songs. They're just so laid back and makes you kick back and relax. And it has a little optimism in it. I like it. Ohoh! And my brother also downloaded the song My Girl by The Temptations. O.M.G [aduh one of those rare bimbotic moments] I love that song lah.

I'm sleepy.

The Temptations-My Girl

I've got the breath of a last cigarette on my teeth

2009-09-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

Right after dinner I had a sudden urge to blog. I've no idea why either. I'll try to think of something along the way. Could be fun.

Desmond: How do you create a blog?
Mel: Go to blogger.com lah. There's like huge sign that says "Create Blog"
Desmond: I can't! I tried that d..
Mel: You need a gmail account lah.

So yes. My baby brother, or as Edmund would call him,"The little spawn of Devil", is starting a blog of his own. Welcome to the blogging world, short stuff. Tho I vaguely remember creating a blog for you a couple'a years back. Oh well. So what's Desmond Soon's new gmail address?

Seriously lah. You are disgusting. Try picturing a turkey wearing a jock strap now. Whatever lah. Can't wait till the grand opening of your blog. Big sister's gonna spam your little chatbox till you wish you had never created a blog

I was in dire need to go for a swim or play badminton this afternoon. Sigh. I ended up watching Entourage Season 1 instead. So pathetic.

Pwned #1:

Text Message
Mel: Dad wanna play badminton today?
Dad: Girl, I would love to. But I'm not feeling well today.
Mel: It's okay. Get well soon then :)

Pwned #2:
Mel: OhMyGosh! Edmund can bring me what!
Conscience: Idiot. He's in Penang.

Pwned #3:
Text Message
Mel: Hey Nette. Wanna play badminton today?
Chanette: Hey, sorry.. I'm actually leaving for church now. Sorry

Nobody could come out to play today. Sigh. On a brighter note, it's a Sunday tomorrow. I get to crash as late as I want. I smell a Movie Marathon tonight Speaking of which, I think I'll do a Movie Marathon after the exams. Up and G-force in one day. Final Destination 4 and District 9 the next. Sounds g o o d lah.

Pitbull-Hotel Room

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

2009-09-12T15:05:00.004+08:00

I feel like shit now. Totally woke up with an omgwtf mood and I haven't watched..

Everything seems to be going against me recently. It's just frustrating. Oh my god and this is the 26753326th time using the word "frustrating" this week. Cause I am! My room is in a mess. Or rather my room is the mess. I can't remember the last time I tried looking for something without yelling,"Where the hell is it?! I put it on my table just yesterday!". I can't even remember the last time I made my bed.

My friends aren't talking to each other. And it's not like they aren't close to me. They are! They're my best friend and one of my closest buddy. Can you believe it? There not even fighting. They haven't been arguing about anything but they're just not talking. Seriously you two, it really sucks to see you guys being like this. If neither of you "dare/know how to approach". The both of you pretty much got shit canned.

The All American Rejects are performing in Central Park on the 10th of October. Edmund doesn't like them and said, and I quote,"they're queers". Hui Mi's mum gave the Hell-to-the-no Look cause the concert's after the first week of our final exam. It just sucks lah.

My fifth crystal casing broke earlier this week. FIFTH. In one year. How the hell-... I need a silicon cover lah. My phone is busted and scratched up like she's been thru 1724618 rounds of cat-fights. Sigh my poor phone. Not to mention after my brother allegedly snatched my phone and thumbed too hard on the screen leaving a HUGE ASS blob in my screen. Asshole.

My pencil case is starting to lose weight. I thought I bought a lot of pens,erasers,pen refill,an elephant, an aeroplane, a pie etc etc to fill up her tummy?! This sucks lah. Everything pretty much sucked for me this week. Did I mention I'm continuing piano? SUCKS.

All in all,
Melissa wants to kill a pink elephant.

United Hillsong-Consuming Fire

Let's run away tonight

2009-09-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

Now why on earth would she change her layout? The pink polka dots and white background was so simple! But people, I visited one of my good friend's blog today. And found out she has the same layout as I did. So I decided to change it to something different. Yeah yeah, you guys are going,"What makes you so sure that OTHER bloggers aren't using the same layout as you're using NOW?!". Well so long as I do not stumble on my friend's blogs that have the same layout as I do I'm fine I guess. Aiyuh, I'm weird like that lah.

Mel: Go away! I don't wanna see your face!
Kwan Yang: You go away lah!
Mel: But I sat here first! So you go lah!
Kwan Yang: Just walk away..
Mel: You walk lah!
Kwan Yang: Too lazy..
Mel: I'm lazy too what! Go away!
Kwan Yang: Ian! Faster talk cock lah! *laughs*
Ian: *laughs* Thinkingg!
Mel: *Laughs*

I win lah.

Planet Shakers-Beautiful Saviour

Escapism

2009-09-10T15:25:00.004+08:00

I've been having rather a complicating week. Every thing's been so hectic. My moods been messing with me and I can't think straight. Every thing's falling at the wrong time. Of course I do turn to my friends to seek for advice and I turn to Him to seek for comfort and guidance. But I can only vent so much to my friends, it's hard to feel contented. Hence the title of today's post.

I NEED to escape. I WANT to escape. Being in a situation like this makes me feel so stressed out and frustrated. And no this isn't the "once a month" thing,okayy. I'm like dead serious. I just wish that I could just brush everything off my shoulders and walk away from everything. But I can't. Cause if I do I'd be in a whole lot more mess right now. And that's life.

No yellow smileys in today's post. Cause yellow smileys are for when I am :) and not :(
I've been trying to think positive and keep myself smiling and be happy. But somethings just can't be ignored you know? It keeps slapping you to acknowledge it and to solve it. And finals are in 3 weeks, how to smile lah?

I just need my dummy.

Ali Lohan-All The Way Around

You are fashionably sensitive

2009-09-08T18:27:00.006+08:00

Hello world! Had a rather interesting week. Hmm, can't complain. Thank Him for blessing me with guidance during times of hardships. I'm contented. Anyway, this wouldn't be a long post. Don't have much to blog about.

I got to watch..

with Dudu. My rating 8/10. I'm proud of myself really. In during most scenes I kept my eyes opened! Err, I think so lah. Urgh! The next time Melissa Soon's going out for a movie, she'd better catch G-Force. It's been a while since I got to watch a Disney's Pixar film. Sigh.

Bleh, I feel like shit now. I'm sorry. I promise the next post would be a PROPER update. With pictures and words all balanced out Oh! Did I mention my final term examination begins on the 2nd of October? Yup,yup! So it means my "proper update" would only be published AFTER my exams. Oh the joy.

Also..

I won't be going out till my exams are over. Sorry Nick Nack Pady Wack. I don't think Up will still be screening till then. Hopefully we can catch G-Force. Tho I'll make an exception for sports. [Swimming,badminton etc.]
I won't be online as often till exams are over. I WILL pop by online every now and then lah. Check on Nuffy. Check my Facebook Notifications. I just won't be playing Sorority Life from breakfast till dinner.
No more procrastinating. Gosh if only it was easier done than said, I'd be the Queen of the World!
You people have to stop texting me. Well not completely lah. I mean don't text me so often. I need time people. And I'm not looking forward to hearing another one of my mum's infamous lectures at home. Sigh it's rather sickening,really. Oh Boy.

Think I'm gonna put a full stop to this post soon. Well there you go. 4 excruciating things I've resist until final term is over. Sigh, and after that. Red highlights baby! Nope. I ain't shitting. Red highlights.

Swing,swing,swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again

Jewel-Hands

I'm sinking slowly so hurry hold me

2009-09-06T13:42:00.006+08:00

Suddenly the grass is greener on my side.
Thank you. Thank Him.

A proper update coming soon

Hillsongs United-Mighty To Save

You and blank texts.

2009-09-04T22:10:00.004+08:00

I've 10 chapters worth of ~~Moral notes~~ to be done an handed in by next Wednesday.
I manage to sleep with my teddy bear throughout the whole night without finding it on the floor the next morning. wtf?
I've earned another 50 cents thanks to you guys for clicking my ads
Nicknames have been given to me by two different people in one week. Thanks.
My bill has sky rocketed from 100 bucks to 173 bucks in 2 weeks. Sigh.
My next post would be a proper one. So get ready for vomit of pictures in the next post.
I'm in love with Tyson Ritter.
I think after this week, I'm no longer your number 1 stalker Leon
I've been deprived from sleep for the past week now. Hopefully I'll claim those hours I had spent tossing and turning in bed next week.
Melissa is watching Orphan tomorrow. Grrr! And I wanna get me a pair of flip flops

Colbie Caillat-Fallin For You

A quickie (:

2009-09-02T22:51:00.003+08:00

Chris: Why are some girls open about things and some aren't? Take *bleep* for instance, she's always FLAUNTING she's got her period.
Mel: O.O
Chris: But you're different la, you only tell us when we ask you why you're so moody
Mel: Gah! *laughs*

I was just quite shocked that he was suddenly talking me about period

And on MORE random times..

Chris: Smelly..
Mel: Chrissyy...

God bless you, cabbage boy

I'm gonna get me a pair of Wedgies and flip flops this weekend. I probably want a new top too Urgh! The guilt just keeps piling up!

ADV: G-StringsForce

2009-08-31T09:58:00.009+08:00

Happy Merdeka people !

I wouldn't say I'm the most patriotic Malaysian.
[Who is at this age]
However, I do love Malaysia. Only because
we have Nasi Lemak and Maggi goreng

-

I always thought my name was horrible till I Google-d my name and found ~~an impostor who's using my name to ruin me~~ a girl whose name I can't stop laughing at. I'm Sorry!

Melissa Soon ~~Shitting~~ Shie Ting.

On a not so relevant topic, I STILL haven't watched Up [Lucky you Nick] nor have I watched Orphan yet and already there's another awesome movie called G-Force coming soon. [This is NOT happening] I've watched the trailer at it was hands down Awesome. Even just by watching the trailer I already have a favorite character Everybody! Meet..

Yeshh, the clown of the movie Even his hair do's AWESOME! Oh Gosh, this post's making me wanna watch it so badly Nuffnang better gimme them tickets otherwise I've to watch it with my twat brother. Or! You guys could catch G-force in cinemas 4th September 2009 with me! You guys could do the honors of paying for my ticket! No. Seriously

Eminem-Purple Hills

Mystery the moon a hole in the sky

2009-08-30T17:20:00.007+08:00

Nope! He hasn't feel that UPSR pressure yet.
He still manages to sing,pick his nose and complain
while practicing Mathematics.

-

Mummy/Mel

Mummyy, how do you say 5 in Cantonese?
Is it ng or mm?

Mm. Eh ng.

Ng?

Mm.

Mm?

No! it's ng

Mm?

Ng!

Minutes after that I finally got what she was trying to tell me. Mm it's ng. [Mhm, it's ng.] D'oh! Sigh, I feel so apathetic and lethargic ~~I've a Birthday dinner to attend to later on in Tropicana. Sigh I'm not up for it simply because I haven't got my hair done. I need a new do~~ ~~. And I don't know what to wear!~~

I'm not going

Jason Mraz-0% Interest

Let the waves crash

2009-08-30T13:39:00.001+08:00

My name is Melissa Soon.
I am 16 years old.
'Nuff said

Don't you see baby this is perfection

2009-08-30T10:27:00.009+08:00

I've been procrastinating all week. Sigh. I feel Uber miserable this holiday. I feel so Zombie like and lazy.

I didn't have the pool party simply because I was being a lazy donkey and haven't planned things out properly. The invitations weren't done either! I'm sorry.
I am sooo pathetic that I Facebook all day and succumbed to rant on my blog. Poor blog
2nd sem holiday's closing up and I haven't done any of my homework; nor anthing productive. I can't even remember the last time I felt so psyched and determined while doing my homework. Sigh.
I need a hug.
I can't text so much from now till mid September, ~~I've gone pass my post paid limit~~. So you non-DiGi people, maaf ya I'll try getting me a Hotlink prepaid. On a non-relevant topic, I'm starting to not like texting. FML x 4
My obssession for Sorority Life is beginning to grow. Sigh. Not proud of it.
I haven't watched Orphan OR Up yet. Sigh, will only get to watch it next weekend. Oh Friday, please hurry!
I've been feeling super lethargic all week and I haven't got enough of sleep. [Note that I sleep at 3 and wake up at 5 then fall back asleep at 6 and wake up at 8]
This dude who used to go to the same school as I do back in Primary school, he got my number from my friend and starts phone-stalking me. I believe not getting my replies for a month sends a STRONG message. So you gotta stop.
I wanted a new do but I never got around it. Sigh. Oh well, next Friday then.
It's my Best Friend's birthday today and I'm not out trying more accessories with her at the mall Next week okay Kim?
I didn't get to buy new flipflops or a pair of Wedgies this week.
I was so hungry one night I made mashed potatoes [instant ] then threw it away
I'm soo lame I've been talking to my friends through Facebook. Some of them were quite annoyed that I haven't been on WLM for sometime and instead I talk to them through Facebook. But I was using the laptop! I was updating it then an error occured and I never bothered fixing it since. Sorry lah, at least the Facebook chat box makes that cool "pop" sound Spoken like a true Idiot
I'm gonna stop now cause I kesian you people

Now don't go all WTF with me,k? I never stated any specific category for this list. On a brighter note, my blog doesn't look like some emotional-flowery chick hurled on it. I think the layout of a blog reflects the character of the author. So yeah, I AM a happy girl.

-

to ..

Ze'Best Friend.
Aiyuh! Sorry lah kae?
She has something against pictures of her being
posted up in the internet.
[That sounded a little wrong]
Anyway, Happy Sweet 16th Kiwwy!
Have a great one!

&&

Wenzes!
The girl who doesn't feel bad for picking
on the fat kids in class.
Only one in particular actually
She's the only girl who meows, bark and howl
when she's got nothing to say.
I'm worried
Happy Sugar-coated 16th Wenzes!

McFly-Obviously

The day we met was like hit and run

2009-08-28T14:42:00.005+08:00

My younger brother spends his holiday being cooped
up in the house all alone.
He does NOTHING but plays Counter Strike[Zombie mode]
in Garena.
I found that quite interesting at first, but playing
it EVERYDAY? It's just too much.
But that's what he does!
Every day. (:
Idiot.

So my mum decided to bring him out grocery shopping
this morning.
Which was one of the stupidest things ever!
Idiot.

"OhMyGod! Poison!"

"Does THIS look like poison to you??"

"Eh! What's a Durex?"

That's why we shouldn't bring him grocery shopping.

Ashlee Simpson-Love Makes The World Go Round

Assure me it's okay to use my heart and not my eyes

2009-08-27T15:20:00.007+08:00

to..

The girl who wouldn't take no for an answer
and 80% of her time in school are invested in sleeping.
She goes hyper [Like fugging hyper] for concerts
and she galvanizes whenever she wants to.

&&

Aiyuh.
What can I say about you lah Sern.
You're the worst friend I've ever had.
We've known each other for 9 blardy years
and you forgot my birthday ):
But that's what makes you so Special.
The retarded-fugly idiot. (:

Hoobastank-Crawling In The Dark

Give me one more chance to save me from this road

2009-08-26T18:16:00.005+08:00

When you suddenly realize something's wrong;

You can't just wait for something to happen.
Chase after it like you're chasing a Frisbee.

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I've been Mega bored today. I've been Kimmy-Text Free today. She's been busy since this afternoon ): No it wasn't Gossip Girls or One Tree Hill. It was something MUCH worst. ~~TUITION~~. Boo you multiplied by one hundred Kim! Boo you!

Facebook's the best thing a human has ever come up with
apart from Hollywood & Auto spray ass cleaning toilets.

Mel.

Now we're broken on the floor

2009-08-24T15:11:00.011+08:00

So on Saturday my family and I had dinner at..

Mhm. And it was in Port Klang. It's far. But it was sure in hell worth getting moshed at the backseat for 30 minutes (: So the purpose of this dinner was to just have dinner! During my dad's lunch break, he goes to that restuarant with his collueges. He thought the food was great. Hence, our dinner at Perlama Restaurant (:

How nice,no? Oh did I mention that the restaurant was located by a river? So we left Pee-Jay at about 6.45PM, which was JUST nice for us to catch the beautiful sun set (: Having dinner with your family while watching the sun set has never been this

a w e s o m e

And thank goodness we got there early, cause by 8PM the restaurant started drowning with customers. So lucky us we got a very very good table (:

We got to sit right next to the boats and the river. It was hands down Pretty-ful (: Our table was tucked in a cozy corner and we even had the little sink next to our table. So it felt like we had a little private corner of our own.

Credits to Swee Fong for ordering the dishes with her chunted mandarin :P When the food arrived we settled to our seats and started gobbling down everything we could get our hands on. Everyone was chomping.

Peeling.

Munching.

Digesting.

Then chomping again.

Do you see that pot of porridge up there.
Do you see it?
That porridge was the Awesome-est
porridge on this planet.
Even Goldilocks tasted this porridge and said,
"Mmm. This porridge whooped The Three Bears'
ass!"

Yeah. That Awesome (:

We were stuffed like.. Stuffed Teddy Bears. oO We felt REALLY bloated. But we were Happy. As a result..

Melissa didn't really contribute much help into it,though.

Sigh.

-

Then the next day, I met up with Kimberly for that Best Friend Quality Time outing. So our initial plan was to watch 2-3 movies before heading to Hui Mi's Birthday party. So what we did was we bought ONE ticket each and then we planned to sneak into the other movies. So the first movie was The Proposal.

Kimberly is one emotional chick. So yeah, she definitely spilled a lot'a tears during the movie. So just right before the movie ended we were already panicking, thinking when we should leave the hall and head to the bathroom so we can sneak into the other movie without getting caught. But I stalled for too long.

And yeah, just as we were ready to head to the back door and make a run for the bathroom the GSC staff were already standing by the doors. D'oh! So we had no other choice but to head for the door that they've already opened at the front ): Sorry Kim!

So what could two 16 year old girls do at the mall for 3 and a half hours? We head to Chili's for lunch and hopped from one shop to another. (: We tried on heels. We tried on tops. Okay more like a top. And we tried on accessories.

Sorry for the miserable amount of pictures during this outing. Kim has this thing about posting pictures on the net. Boo you Kim! And you guys might be wondering why I took pictures of our flip flops. Well, they were of the same kind! And it wasn't planned. It just happened (: I think Kim and I share the same taste of shoes and clothes. And we can talk just about anything and everything. Maybe that's why we're so close knit.

Any of you guys experienced something fun and whacky before?
Like say maybe getting lost in the woods while camping.
Or walked around aimlessly for 2 hours in a mall.
E-mail me@
beedoinked@gmail.com

Tell me what's the funniest thing that's ever happened
with you and your best friend (:
I'll share them with my friends right here in my blog (:

All American Rejects-Stab My Back

2009-08-23T08:58:00.004+08:00

!@!*^$^@#%;

She was there,
and I missed her.

*shows tongue*

The All American Rejects-Change Your Mind

A quickie (:

2009-08-23T00:49:00.004+08:00

I have finally decided that I'm twitting too much. I should really stop. ): On a brighter note, Kim and I are having a Best Friend quality time tomorrow (: Eh, I tak boleh makan tomorrow d. After tonight's dinner, I don't think I can eat for the next 3 days. ):

Will update you guys about the dinner I had with ze'family
&&
My outing with Kim, soon.

Text Messaging
Mel//Kim

Oh! I have came up with an equation!
Melissa 'Bee' Soon Bee Imm + Kimberly 'Kimmy' Wan Shu-Teng
=
Two sick-minded retarded best friends! x)

Eh you too free d la!

Cause we're retarded like that. (:

Hillsong United-Jesus My Best Friend

And I wrote your number on the 50 yard line

2009-08-21T16:39:00.004+08:00

; A gentleman is simply a patient wolf.

Not all gentlemen are wolves.
Not all MEN are wolves.

-

Men cheat and lie.
They live for sex.

Another false statement that's over rated.

A lot of men need a sense of security [like most women] and they want to feel that they can trust people. completely. They love taking care of women, but to a certain extent. I think that us women drive them to a world of sex and lies. Some women take advantage of men. Attention is ONE thing women can never get enough of. But some men, love women who are demanding. Who knows what they want. On the same level they look up to women who are confident and emotionally strong [No, I don't mean overpowering]. When you run to your man with problems at the drop of a hat and be the lost puppy at every occasion, he might be all sympathetic and lend you a shoulder to cry, but it won't stay that way FOREVER.

Its good to share your problems and work together at solving it, but learn where to draw the line. Most relationships crash and burn for this reason. So the next time you can't locate the nearest ATM, don't call him, rather call your bank. Solve his ATM problem instead and see how proud you make him. As much as men love to take care of women, they love to be taken care of. From what I've experienced, intuition levels in a man is not as high as in a woman, so he can never guess what a woman wants. It would help if you tell him what's going on in your mind, rather than, "let him figure it out himself.", that, ladies, will NEVER happen and you might end up feeling miserable. However poor his intuition might be, he definitely knows when he is being controlled or manipulated. When women resort to controlling and manipulative games, men usually start blocking their feelings or hiding them. As a result, more cheating and lying.

Now I mean no malice. I'm just trying to open up your eyes a little bit about men that most of us don't know or to some of us who already know but you're just ignoring it cause you can't accept it. Men are from Mars and women are from Venus, the argument still continues. This is perhaps the heart- beat of every relationship. Man and woman are like two straight lines, which intersect somewhere down the line. Can't do with, can't do without. Lovely piece of God's creation.

Just something I thought of sharing with you (:

No Doubt-Underneath It All

You bleed just to know you're alive

2009-08-20T16:40:00.006+08:00

Holiday isn't for 2 weeks. Not 14 days. Not 336 hours, 20, 160 minutes and 1, 209, 600 seconds. Apparently our holidays are ~~SPLIT~~ into 2 weeks. Sigh.

Damn potong stim.

-

So I woke up one morning and I thought to myself,"Right, so today I'm just gonna get this done and over with". I felt motivated. I was determined to do just that ONE thing. So I took a morning shower. Ate my breakfast. Prepared everything. UNTIL. My gaze fell upon something so beautiful. Suddenly my mind had totally let go of my purpose of ditching school that day.

He was calling out to me. I heard him. His voice so soothing. So seductive. It melted into my ears and kidnapped my heart. I walked towards it. Not giving a damn about anything else. He was luring me into one of the deadliest traps in the world. But I didn't care. He was so hypnotic. I sat down in front of him and I felt so RIGHT. Like it was meant to be. I gave him a slight stroke and my heart skipped a beat.

Right then, he knew what I EXACTLY wanted. "An hour wouldn't hurt.", I thought to myself. If my friend could do it, so can I. I didn't see the harm in it. And bloody hell was I wrong. But I went for it. I took his hand and followed him. We talked for HOURS and we didn't grow bored of each other ONE BIT. He was my soul mate. I just knew it. We shared secret worlds. We fell in love. We played games. Before I knew it, it was already 11PM. I stopped breathing and I just froze. I couldn't believe it. I had spent my whole day, just glued to this.. IDIOT! I panicked. But what could I do now? It's too late!

"Stupid girl!" How could I have been so blind?! I had to hand in my Moral Project by the next day and I Facebooked all day! Gosh! Even Wenzes went offline to get hers done! Why didn't I stop?! And that's why, my friends, Melissa was so busy in the morning on Wednesday (:

Seriously,though. Don't you hate it when that happens? You were so determined to do something when something ELSE gets in your way and totally suck your mind to it! It happened to me damn often and I never seem to learn my lesson! Like today! I'm suppose to be working on some invites but I'm here! Blogging! Facebooking! Twittering! Ugh!

All American Rejects-Wind Blows

Icing over a secret pain

2009-08-18T16:58:00.003+08:00

& she procrastinates.

Third Eye Blind-Jumper

Do you know what it's like being alone?

2009-08-17T23:33:00.007+08:00

Mel cried while watching this,

So the holidays are starting next week. It'll last for bout 2 weeks then it's back to the hellhole *click* *bang*. 2 weeks,people, is a hellova long time. 14 days. 336 hours.20,160 minutes.1, 209, 600 seconds. Sigh. And it's always been the same EVERY holiday.

Chill with my buds at the mall. We'll grab lunch. Catch a movie. Then grab dinner.

Aiyuh! I feel so Lame. You guyyysss! Mel's getting really,really tired of planning outings which don't really need planning oredi wan. So the pool party? It's on. (: A day@Sunway Lagoon. Yeah,baby. [Extreme park & Wet Park. ATV's FTW!] Oh,oh!! And,

Okay? Okay? Okayy. Mel's happy. Heeeee.

Mel: How're you? (:
Chris: Huh? I'm okay.
Mel: H1N1, not confirmed right?
Chris: *smiles* No.
Mel: Good. Otherwise, I won't friend you.
Chris: *stops smiling*
Mel: Joooke!

If you want something and you don't know which to choose. It's alright to go to your friends for advice. But don't make decisions just cause your friends say you should pick this instead of that. Weigh out the options like an adult.

-emotions: confused, heart's broken into two-

Nine Days-Story of a Girl

Your voice was the soundtrack of my Summer

2009-08-16T13:28:00.011+08:00

I would wanna start off by saying Thanks to Mr Soon Beng Teik (: For driving me and hitch hiking my friend down to Sunway Pyramid when he's supposed to be in bed sleeping. Thank you,thank you. And Thanks to Ms Choo for lecturing me when I gave up looking for passes a week before the concert. [Yeah, she got the pass for me ;)] And My Goodness, thank heavens she was with me during the concert. Y'guys, Hui Mi might spend 80% of her time in school sleeping and she talks the LEAST in the group. But she had the energy of a 5 year old on Pixie Stix during the concert.

Saturday
[15 August '09]

So I woke up at 7AM [Don't ask why], tossed and turned till I finally decided to hop outta bed and went online till 8ish. Took a shower then watched TV. Had to wait 2 hours for Hui Mi to get her ass to place and Edmund to wake up and shower. That 2 hours were the LONGEST 2 hours of my 16 years of life. Sigh. Left the house at 11. *grumbles* =D We got there at about 11 ish. Had Popeyes' Mashed Potatoes for Brunch! :D Best. Breakfast. Ever!

And then the queueing started. At 12ish. Sigh. Hui Mi, Hui Mi. We had to sit and stone under the scorching Sun for three and a half hours. N O T H I N G happened during that three and a half hours but waiting, waiting and more waiting. When 3.30PM came, hell broke loose. Sweaty and Hairy people starts squishing,pushing and sandwiching you just to get through the gates.

I had to pick Marion up [Yeah, she was late] from Gloria Jeans and made our way through them sweaty people all the way to the front where Hui Mi,Ian,Chong Lim,Mendy,Sharmaine and Aeren were. It was NOT easy. Ugh. So Marion and I moshed and 'slipped' our way through the front. But by then Hui Mi and the gang had already gone inside.

Mel//Marion//Security man

*runs*

*pulls me*

What the hell??

Weyh girl, don't so fast lah.
*stamps arm*

Oh! *smiles*

*smiles* Ya lah.

Thanks! Bye! *waves*

Unfortunately, there aren't any pictures from my side. Basically cause it's stated in the pass that NO cameras were allowed into the premises. When I got there, there were few people camwhoring. We realized there was a banner that contained a few rules. And one of them was NO PROFESSIONAL cameras allowed. Whaddafug? Whatever. And my 2 mp phone wouldn't pump any excitement if I post it up here. There ARE a few pictures from Mendy's facebook. Just click here (:

Hui Mi, Marion and myself went Absolutely crazy when Boys Like Girls was up to perform. We were screaming. We were jumping. We were singing. We were yelling "I LOVE YOU" over and over again. We were sweating. Ew. We were rocking our hearts out like no body's business for Hoobastank. It was Teh Awesome weyh! And when AAR was up, Hui Mi and I almost died! We were screaming to the top of our lungs and jumping till we couldn't feel our legs.

Sigh.

Next stop,

Pixie Lott-Mama Do

Yeah, I remember when we stole the night

2009-08-14T10:58:00.004+08:00

Just a quick post. Don't go kacau Hui Mi for tickets la,people. You have no idea how pissed she is right now. She doesn't even have the time to look forward and get excited about the concert this Saturday. Cause she's spent all her time answering to you baboons who keep asking her for passes. You wouldn't believe the lecture she gave me about giving up so easily. If you guys want the passes so badly, at least help her.

Kristinia Debarge-Future Love

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive

2009-08-13T09:41:00.001+08:00

11-August-2009
[Tuesday]

Text Messaging
Edmund//Mel

Ohmygosh. Guess who's going to MTV World Stage Malaysia??

Congrats!!!

13-August-2009
[Thursday]

Edmund//Mel

Eh. Guess who's going to MTV World Stage?

OhMyGosh! Are you serious?!

Yeah. *smiles*

How did you get it??

My friend gave it me to. FOR FREE.

Yay! You can drive me there!!

Hahaha. Yeah.

That man right there, was the person who drove me to my FIRST concert back in '04. Despite the storm and the horrible,horrible flood on the way to the Equestrian & Country Resort, he drove me there without complaining. So nice,kan? And now, he will be driving me to another concert! Let's hope it doesn't rain this time. ;D

Michelle Branch-Goodbye To You

Paper bags and plastic Hearts

2009-08-12T19:37:00.001+08:00

Best 2009 commercial (:

All American Rejects-P.S I Love You

ADV: Cenosis ; Don't try to explain your mind

2009-08-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

Well most of you already know, that the eldest Soon sibling has already tied the knot [lawfully] with his long time girlfriend,Swee Fong. Though the ceremony would be on this October. [Sigh. I'm coming soon Thailand] And he isn't exactly Channing Tatum.

And I think I understand that it's kinda difficult for him to watch his diet. He's one those people who eat a lot when he's stressed out bout things. I don't blame him. And there WERE a few times where he tried with all his might, to go on a strict diet. That turned out.. uhm.. The results weren't as good as Channing's 6 pecs up there. But I don't think I want him looking as Fluffy as Gabriel Iglesias on his wedding day! His wife either!

And he hasn't been going to the gym regularly. But whatever! We still love you,MervinSoon! Fluffy or not! (: Oooh! Maybe you should enroll in The Biggest Loser Asia! OhMyGosh! Yeah!

Respect for these people weyh. Admiting their weight issues on TV. Lol I don't think my brother could ever do that. He's shy. [Everybody go 'awww'] You know what you need,ko? You need help. Like a weight consultant. You should try Cenosis. Make an a ppointment with Cenosis right now, to find out how you can benefit from this wonderful technology at a special price of $33. Call 7000 700 6626 or visit www.cenosis.biz/cavitation.php to make an appointment

-

Melissa has a pass to MTV World Stage Concert.
Red Zone.
): Why.
At least I'm going.

Ashley Tisdale-Guilty Pleasure

Baby, when both of us are losing

2009-08-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'm stubborn. I'm sure a few of you out there are stubborn as well. Has this ever happen to you.
You found something new. Something exciting. Let's say you bought yourself a ticket for a roller coaster ride. Knowing it's gonna scare the shit out of you, you STILL wanna get on it. You wanna feel the thrill. The excitement. The adrenaline rushing through your veins.

When you get on it, the first few minutes are full of surprises. Your heart's pumping and everything's so exciting. The rush. The bottom of your tummy tickles you. Then comes the part EVERYBODY hates yet adore it so much. It pisses you off. You start to wonder,"Why the hell did I buy that ticket in the first place?! IDIOT!". Then it slows down and you think,"Huh! Not that bad at all! It's actually kinda fun" And just when you're starting to love it. The ride ends.

Then you start feeling dizzy. You throw up. Your mum lashes out on you and starts giving you the ~~"I Told You So"~~ nag. Then you take one last look at the roller coaster. And you think to yourself,"I loved the feeling. I loved the rush of it. Why did I stop?". Though you'd end up a sick maniac. Feeling all dizzy. You'd STILL wanna get on the roller coaster. You don't ever wanna stop.

And you put this faith in yourself and you say,"I won't feel sick this time! I won't be scared!". But the funny thing is you KNOW you're gonna feel sick this time like every other time you got on. And you ARE scared. But you still want to get on the roller coaster. Has it ever happen to you?

That's where I am. I'm being stubborn. I'm stubborn for you. And I don't have a good feeling about it. Cause I know I'm just gonna end up being upset bout it. I've been through so many ups and downs. And looped and looped. And I've never felt like this before. But who cares?

You're MY guilty pleasure.

Boys Like Girls-Thunder

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

2009-08-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

World Stage Concert is next Saturday.

In other news,

Happy Birthday Allison Lee ! (:
You're 25 years young ;)

Taylor Swift-White horse

Our love's the perfect crime

2009-08-07T11:49:00.000+08:00

Had a massive headache, felt nauseated and my whole body was aching on Monday.

Had a fever, a headache and my body was STILL aching on Tuesday. Was pretty much in the same condition on Wednesday. Made it 3 minutes thru school and I went home cause I had a headache and I felt nauseous on Thursday.

So my week was quite sickening. Sigh. Now I'm having a cough and my nose is leaking like a broken pipe. And I was SO looking forward to the weekends! I wanted to play a round of Softball ): And watch movieesss!
Sigh. Looks like I'm gonna have to buy the DVD's and watch them at home. Sucks so bad. On a more suck-ish note, I've been online so often my eye sights are starting to fail me. Really,really fail me. My right eye's weak and my left's practically useless. Sigh. I should really get my eyes tested and get glasses. Pfsh.

Last night during dinner,

Swee Fong/Desmond/Melissa

So Jin, what did you do the whole day?

I was doing a research.

Wow. About what.

Why Dolphines have blowholes.

*laughs hysterically*
And why do Dolphines have blowholes?

Uh. I didn't have enough time to read finish.

But what did the first paragraph say?

Uh. "Why do Dolphines have blowholes"

*laughs even harder*
So from 3 until 7, that's all you did.

Hah? No lah, I did another research.
"Why do Whales have blowholes."

*laughs hysterically*

So that happened during dinner last night. The reason why my sister-in-law asked him was cause my dad was having dinner with us and usually my younger brother sits in front of the computer an average of 4 hours a day. And if my dad knew, he would get a bomb of lecture from my dad! Hence, the blowholes. Then earlier during IM.

Rare brother&sister IM conversations (:

All American Rejects-I Wanna

Keep the Faith

2009-08-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

I know. I know. I was suppose to open a new website and all. But I didn't ! Simply because my excitement for it had died 5 days before the opening date. Why? Maybe it's because the layout looked like vomit. My graphic designer [Wenzes] couldn't create a layout for me [or even sketch out a draft for me] cause I was being too flexible. I had no idea what I want for my background. I kept leaving her with the decisions. And I couldn't stand being blog-less for so long. Urgh ! So I'm back to Blogspot. Sigh.

On the brighter note, it's August ! Yes people. The World Stage Concert@Sunway Lagoon on the 15th of August. Awesome bands from British indie rock band Kasabian to pop-rock band The All American Rejects to our very own award winning act Estranged.

There are only a couple of reasons why I'm so eager to attend this concert.

I just love the concert atmosphere. The company, the music, the people performing just arouses me.
I love the All American Rejects. Hehehe.

Now all I've to do is get them tickets. Sigh.

Lenka-The Show